Lemon Cleanse Day 5

I was really hungry last night. We started watching Buffy the Vampire Slayer from the first season. It’s great. I like girl super heroes. All night I dreamed about food and then I felt guilty in my dream about eating. My list of food I want to eat is getting bigger. I feel comfort in thinking about food and keep track of food I want to eat. Today food is butter chicken and beryani. There is this Seri Lankan restaurant near my house that has great food. Each order of food is good for 2 or 3 meals and it’s cheap. There is this stuff that comes with the beryani that taste like heaven. I asked a Seri Lankan college about it. It’s coconut scrapes and green chili. It’s hot but it’s heavenly.

This morning I woke up with stomach cramps and I had to go to the washroom. The SWF is getting really hard to do. I was showing my middle finger to the glass of salt water on the table this morning. It’s absolutely yucky. I feel energetic today.
James and I are going to Air Canada Centre to get Toronto FC Jerseys. I’m very excited about owning a Toronto FC shirt. As season ticket holders we get fifteen percent off. I hope they have my size.

The good thing about doing this cleanse is that I don’t have to keep my stomach in when I’m wearing tight clothes, it’s perfectly flat.

2:44

Around 3 o’clock in the afternoon is when I really think of quitting this cleanse. I think that’s when your body is tired from work and try to find comfort in food. I usually have a green tea or a coffee at this time, sometimes with a cookie. Well anyone who knows me also knows that I love food, so this is really getting hard. I was thinking of hamburger and chocolate brownies earlier today. After this cleanse I am going to lose 11.5 percent of my body weight. I’m not sure it that’s healthy but I’m going to do it anyway. My body fat percentage is 23, which is under the normal, healthy amount. I’m in the mood to find a reason to quit early but I guess that’s not happening. I’m a very competitive person.

Because I don’t eat lunch, I have about an hour to kill every day which I usually don’t take anyway. However today I went to Air Canada Centre and picked up a red Toronto FC jersey. It’s dry-fit and very nice. James suggests that I wear it with a short skirt in the summer.

I feel like toasted bagel with cream cheese.